Wednesday, April 25, 2012
It is raining heavily outside. I have closed the doors through which the dry leaves were trying to intrude into my privacy. It appeared as if they were finding a place to hide until rain stops. I picked the leaves and threw them to where they came from before shutting the door against them. The electricity department behaved as cowards, fearing the lighting and rain, and stopping the function of fan and tube lights. Sitting in the room writing this post and having no supply of cool air forced me to open the doors. I had accepted the risk of allowing the leaves into my home that was clean since the morning. This made me think,not torestrict the flow of ideas and to let them flow.
It has been a long time since I wrote and the incidents accumulated in the corner of my mind have filled the space throwing the vacuum that was occupying their territory.
It was the month of March, marking its end when my friends asked me to visit Kollam. They said I have to attend a celebration that I have not witnessed in my life, man transformed to woman. It would indeed be a miracle to witness the operation making this possible. Life is short and you cannot be sure of your lifeline. I thus decided to witness it.
Sanjeev and I travelled on a bike to Kollam as per the guidelines from my friend Sreekumar. Following the information, the celebration would commence in a temple named kottankulangara Devi temple that was on the left side of the highway. We could see woman dressed with beautiful dress and jewellery on bike and inside the car. It resembles a good celebration I said and even women are going to see this with new attire. Sreekumar joined us at the temple and was the narrator of the show ahead. He resides near Kollam and is well verse with the places and celebrations.
We kept the bike at a place few meters away from the temple entrance and started walking. While we were in front of the entrance, we could see many boys gathered around a girl taking photos with her. I enquired the reason and Sreekumar said that it was a boy and not a girl. It was hard to believe that it was a boy. Go through the image below and let me know if you believe it would be a boy (I am sure the photograph won’t give a real look)
Now see this one… She seems to be in love with me. LOL
We went further and met a group of umm… let us call them y-woman. So these Y-women were dressed stylish but some had looks of a mixed variation of man and woman. I managed to capture a few shots but somehow was in a feeling that they are woman :)
See the girl in the white saree, doesn't she looks cute ?
I took a closeup photograph with the girl ;)
It appears they are the celebrities this day.
Near the temple, we met the boy who Sreekumar says was Mr. Kollam. It appeared as if he had all the veins pasted to his body using a Fevi quick. He was more masculine than feminine. One of my friends asked how this guy managed to wear the blouse, he could have stitched it over his arms.
We moved towards a house where Sreekumar’s brother was dressed as woman. He did not have a clean makeup or appearance as the other men in the queue. Sreekumar participated last year in this celebration as a woman and he says the appreciation was good. He says his wifetook almost 3-4 hours to select a salwar that he wore during that time.
We marched back and met two Y categories who were almost cute women dressed in Saree. Gash! We need to make a check before getting married. It is indeed hard to determine the difference. ;)
Near the banyan tree stood another group who appeared as the figures in the movies when I was in 5th standard.
Sreekumar says that at the end of the session, belief is that Devi comes, blesses all the men who are dressed as woman, and makes their wish real. For more information on this celebration, you can go through the detailed post written by Anu from Sincerely yours.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Am I doing well?
Ah! Argh! No, I am not doing well.
This is the second day of this week and now is the time, I think sitting idle in the dark, with no light even emitting from the candle; “what I have been doing all these months is not good.” Is that a question when starting with a what? No, that is a statement made by me against my false beliefs of I being stable and happy.
• You can avoid the people who love you or whom you love, but you can never forget them.
• Do not do anything that you are uncomfortable or where you feel losing your confidence
• Don’t change your habits because someone thinks they are obscure
• Always love your friends
• Try to be little online and more offline
The statements mentioned above were not commands but mere thoughts from empty mind; or rather mind full of unwanted thoughts.
• It is not often you see me writing rubbish. I do not take drugs nor am I used to alcohol.
When you dream that, you are going to fail in the exams because you did not study when you had ample time with you. Does that mean you are not happy, or that you have something unaccomplished haunting you? I am not sure but one of my close colleagues made a “wise quote” that I had no pen to register for generations to read and remember.
You are alone and thus you are not happy; you need to get married said a rubbish philosopher to me. He wears no faul smelling kurta and neither is he a gem in a 1000 stones in front of my house. A cute looking, civilized, beautiful and highly regarded woman said I should never be marrying as I would be wasting my precious life, finding locations to hide. They did not address the cause neither the solution but made their statements.
• “Be ready as the winter is coming,” says game of thrones, a TV series on HBO. Living in Kerala I doubt whether it is coming here.
My friend called me last week for his marriage and that he says planned all of a sudden; As if the couples met during their shopping in the super market, one buying cigarette destroying lungs and other buying lighter. They fell in love watching the not so unique buying decision and finally planned marriage. “Chal aaj biriyani khane jaana hain” says my friend on 20 August 2009 when we planned to have lunch. This could be planned suddenly, I agree
• I did not go for my friend’s wedding and I did it right? Idiotic it was! My decision
Do you see dinosaurs walking on the streets? Do not imagine that, as the grounds in India during their existence were better than what they are today. They are not going to come again and not at least to experience this.
• You do not need ample money to make you feel happy. The need of the hour is you believing and experiencing you are happy.
Time for a sleep.